No one believes his life will turn out just kind of OK. Every one is born for a reason, a hope, a final achievement. We all think we are going to be great, to be extraordinary. The fact is that, on the other hand, we are all human beings. Even if we don't make mistakes, in front of nature, we are so fragile and vulnerable. The moment I heard the news about the earthquake, I was speechless with surprise. Nothing came up in my mind. After that, I was nervous, worried about the casualties, the friends, the economy of Mainland China, lots of stuff. I did, was in no mood for the dinner in Prague, which by the way, sucked! I am so so sorry about the tragedy. However, what's going on after the catastrophe, makes one really really warm. The first time, I think, we are so close to each other, holding together to fight against it. I'd show all my respect to the PLA, to the government for handling the tragedy well.  

Last Saturday I happened to be in downtown and joined in the memory for the causalties, which was about candles, love and respect. That ceremory was spontaneously organised and resulted in great success. Everyone that was involved did it to his conscience. Last Sunday after the great dinner by my "boss", in spite of tiredness I decided to go through the season finale of Grey's Anatomy, which pushed me to write something about the feelings.

I don't know whether it's a coincidence. GA's writers show us almost the same scene as the ceremory: candles, love, kiss. Probably the writers also wanna put some earthquake elements into the show. So you may find the section about the "cement boy", section about saving lives, and about the kiss. When "Mere" stood in the field of candles and "Derek" pictured the kitchen, the children's room, it directly ocurrd to me what I was doing in the ceremory - lighting the candles. I was starving in the ceremony. But at that moment, I was so moved. It was my honor, my responsibility to keep the candles on fire. As a result, I could totally sense the love from the happying ending of the finale. "Mere" must take so much courage to go over the psychological darkness. The finale is soft, tender, and full of hope.

I'm also glad that "Christina" is back again. I mean, she is herself again, a kick-ass surgeon girl. GA brings me not only the warmth, but also the enthusiasm for life. It's sometimes about love, and sometimes about ambition. I used to believe that one should keep his life moderate, without any aggression and ambition, 'cause God is fair. "As you sow, as you reap". To some point, that's so~~ true. Hmm, but I bet right now it's way to hard for me to act like that. With no push, it's never gonna happen. Nothing comes true easily. One still needs to fight for what he loves.  

optimistic and stable!

OK, that's too much to tell...     

这次事件真的很痛心，听到消息时我无语了几分钟。
不必多说，大家力所能及，献份爱心吧。出钱出力，或多或少，你都是个好心人！
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